Minggu, 10 Maret 2013

Jadi Job Seeker Ituuuu...


Jam 1 pagi dan mata masih aja jreng terang benderang, sama sekali belum ada tanda-tanda mengantuk.
Masa sih insomnia kumat lagi?
Bisa jadi!!

Aku sedang galau akhir-akhir ini!! Galau menantikan panggilan kerja yang tidak kunjung datang, padahal udah lama lulus. Pencarian selama 4 bulan dari tanggal wisuda belum juga membuahkan hasil.

Aku sering bertanya-tanya dalam hati, apa ya yang salah sama diri aku? Apakah CV ku? Atau…mukaku? *hedeh*

Gimana gak?! Udah beberapa kali ikut job fair, masa iya dari sekian banyak CV yang aku apply gak ada satupun panggilan. Apa yang salah coba?!

Kalau nasehat orang tua sih ya sabar dan harus lebih ulet lagi.

Intinya, bener-bener ngerasain sekarang jadi job seker, ternyata gak semudah yang dibayangin. IPK tinggi juga gak menjamin seseorang bisa cepet dapet kerja. Temanku aja butuh waktu setahun buat bisa dapet kerja, padahal IPK lumayan tinggi. Tapi tentu aja, aku gak mau menunggu selama itu. Keburu bangkotan gara-gara bosan.

ASAP alias as soon as possible pokoknya harus dapet. Kata yang udah pengalaman, sabar, rajin, dan ulet adalah kuncinya.

~Fighting!~

Selasa, 05 Maret 2013

About Me



Gemini girl, ordinary girl, fresh graduate, Super Junior, ELF, KPop, drama, movie, variety show, Indonesia, Korea, inexperienced to be experienced, imperfect, shortly...I AM WHO I AM!!

I'm just ordinary girl. A fresh graduate from a well-known university *they said* tapi kayaknya aku jauh dari rata-rata *bukan secara IPK atau apa, tapi pengalaman* kalau dibandingkan sama temen-temen yang katanya lulusan dari well-known university ini. Well...I didn't spend my college time well I think. Dan aku juga cenderung lebih suka main sama temen-temen aku di luar daripada sama temen-temen kampus *forget it*.

I am an ELF hahaha...*should I say this* of course, because I'm proud to be ELF. I spend most of my time with Super Junior Oppas, other ELF, KPop, drama, and variety show. Rasanya kalau sehari aja tanpa mereka bisa sakaw *ini bukan lebay, karena aku pernah ngerasain itu*. Hhahaha...

I want to go to Korea someday, gak tau mau ngapain. Kepikirannya sih buat jalan-jalan, tapi who knows kalau ada opportunity lain kekeke...so from six months ago, I try hard to learn korean language. Yes...I didn't take any course and learn it by myself. Well...youtube help me more. I try hard to learn how to speak korean and read hangul. But, till now, it's just so so. Apa? Baca aja masih ngeja, bisa baca tapi gak tau artinya, dan kadang masih butuh bantuan kamus *banget*. Tapi seperti kata SNSD Tiffany, practice make best. Jadi, kapanpun ada kesempatan ya latihan, even kadang ngomong sendiri hahahaha~~

I’m the kind of person who becomes shy and clumsy in front of new people and its always awkward to talking and laughing with them at first. Yes...it's not easy for me to get close to new people, so people's first impression of me usually that I'm cold. But, I thing having a cold first impression and step by step making people realize that I’m not that cold is better, yeah...at least for me, like SNSD Jessica said.

My mood can twisted easily. Suddenly happy...suddenly bad mood. Hahaha...*scary*
I hate being compared. *death glare buat orang ini kalau ngebandingin aku sama orang lain*
I love travelling. Kadang, suka jalan-jalan sendiri naik motor, trus blusukan *walah bahasanya* nyasar-nyasarin diri. Kekeke~~~

I like try and learn something new.
I always do what I wanna do and I do it on my own way.
Suka banget wisata kuliner.

I hate waiting, so I hate make someone waiting too, dan biasanya aku cuma kasih toleransi 30 menit buat nunggu, kalau gak ada kabar ya no more waiting.

I'm cold, but on the other side I'm caring. And I'm cold, but the other side I'm warm. 
I treat others depend on how others treat me.

I hate betrayer!! And I don't understand why people cheat. If you're not happy just leave!!
I hate liar!!

Well, I think I can't discribe my self well ~^^~ I can't easily express my self well too, really. 
I'm not a perfect girl, my hair doesn't as soft as a silk, my body doesn't as woww as a model, sometimes I do a cruel thing, I spill a lot of things. I'm clumsy and awkward to others, and I can't easily close to others. But, if I can choose my way, I like being imperfect, because I can try to be better and learn something.

So, in my live...I've live, I've love, I've lost, I've missed, I've hurt, I've trusted, I've made mistake, but most of all...I'VE LEARNED!!

Another New Blog


It's kind of sad but I have to say Hello...

Hello...
Blog baru lagi ^^
Aku gak tau accident apa yang terjadi, tapi kayaknya aku gak melakukan apapun ke blog ku, tapi tiba-tiba aku gak bisa menemukan blog ku, dan waktu aku coba cari pakai search engine sama sekali gak muncul. Enyah mendadak dari muka bumi TT_TT

Oke, jadi aku memutuskan untuk memulai lembaran baru lagi ^^